Busy busy busy...

I decided to try and dig up some of my past. I figured that if I really wanted to get my mind off of the present that I would need to obsess about something else for a little while.

I have been googling my Ex wife for quite some time. I figured that she would not have been able to keep her self hidden for to long and I was right. It’s not that I want to contact her, but I really wanted to see how she was doing and what she was up to. Well, I found it. She’s married now, well as of 2004. She has two children and seems to be quite happy. Well, as happy as pictures can make you. Good for her. It did not bother me in the slightest to find that page. I always wondered if it would or not.

I’ve also started looking up Rae lynn from time to time. I wonder where the family is at, how they are doing. I hope all is well with them too. They are not really on the cutting edge of technology so I’m not to confused about not finding them.

I have found a few links that I believe reference the family, but the links don’t go anywhere. There is a video or two out there that mentions two of the girls names, and one of their cousins. I don’t’ know if it’s really them, but it has three names that I recognize. I really hope they are all doing well.

I was right about the distraction working. It has allowed me to keep my mind off of Jamie for at least an hour or two. Sneaking some work in here and there and I might still pull a productive day out of this.

Crap, she just text me. I really don’t know what to say. I really want to ignore it, and I think I’ll try. It’s just not in my nature to ignore things like this.

Ugh!!!!!!!!!!! If she had left me alone, I could just wallow in self thought….Now I have to consider texting back.